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The Light Makes Everything..

5th February, 2006. 10:46 am. Everyone

...does it.

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3rd February, 2006. 12:17 pm. Amazin'

I kept the right ones out
And let the wrong ones in
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins
There were times in my life
When I was goin' insane
Tryin' to walk through
The pain
When I lost my grip
And I hit the floor
Yeah,I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door
I was so sick and tired
Of livin' a lie
I was wishin that I
Would die

It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight

That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation
And how high can you fly with broken wings?
Life's a journey not a destination
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings

You have to learn to crawl
Before you learn to walk
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk, oh yeah
I was out on the street,
Just tryin' to survive
Scratchin' to stay
Alive

It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight


Desperate hearts, desperate hearts...

Current mood: annoyed.

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2nd February, 2006. 5:53 pm. Escape Rope

I've only just remembered my details for this account. I'll update this every now and again, from now on. When something interesting happens. A summary:

2004 - Was hell on Earth. 2005, was an improvement. 2006, is going to be good, in theory. I am going to escape from Nottingham, and move South. But until then, I need to find a new job, to raise a bit more money to add to moi savings. I was paid £96 by the place I used to work, despite not working there for a few months, that was helpful to my wallet/bank balance! This year I think I will do something different with my hair too, I'll darken it and put red bits in it. I'll look for some part time work this month. I want money! It'd be nice to treat myself too. I haven't brought anything nice for myself in a while.

I've just been reminded, another reason why i can not wait to move, is my family. They are petty, and raise problems out of dust. Mum and Dad are currently arguing over...a clock. "I saw David change the time earlier! Now its gone back a hour!", and somehow that has erupted in to World War 70387628. The war count has heightened due to Mum and Dad's other bunch of wars they have set off over practically nothing. If I had some decent friends around, that would be good. I could go over to their houses, or go somewhere decent with them (in Notts..no...), but since my "friends" don't ever want to do anything, other than back stab me, leave me out, never make contact, I'll have to do stuff alone (another reason I can't wait to move..)I'm going to try and find myself some new, nice trousers that fit me and look good on me next week too. Then I at least have some nice clothes ready for when I've moved, where hopefully decent people will be living.

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I'm going to listen to "Disintegration" by "The Cure" all night. I love this record.

Current mood: aggravated.
Current music: The Cure - Disintegration.

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